I have

been home alll damn week!! This is not how i want to spend my winter break. Uhggg. Christmas this is year doesn't even feel like christmas. The more we grow older our spirits dim down. I find it funny, cause i would be helllla excited for things like this. Or like be hella excited when we go to places like Great American for example. Now it's just whatever. I realize that because i went through it before it doesn't or shouldn't matter anymore because i've already experienced it, but that would mean that i'm just taking advantage of what i have+the things around me. Acting like i don't care when i really do. It's cool tho. Christmas night was my favorite tho' HAH! And you will never know why. Probably jessica only tho' cause yeah :)) Anywho!



Today my mom has a day off..and she woke me up b/c her friend invited us out to lunch. So i had to get up shower and get ready. My mom phone checks her phone and she has 3 missed calls+a voicemail from her work...turns out she has to work today. 4 manicures i guess. But it's alright, i mean if she has to go work..work. I understand. Shopping can wait, but i did get irritated because of all the process and what not. But it's whatveaaa, it just means i don't have to get ready later on we can just leave. So yup, i'm bored. I'm addicted to texting at this point, i just love it! Ever since i texted like 4532532 people Merry Christmas @ 12am, just recieving them back made me happy. ++Once i went to sleep which was around 2am, at 3 something i got a text and from then on till 10am i've been getting calls+texts on and off. That was one of the worst sleeps eva' Hah, but it's fine, i love the texts and calls. Juuust, when i'm helllla tired i don't. So again i'm bored, text me if you will! =))

Still

too lazy to give descriptions about my days...







sunday-darions house
monday-home
tuesday-home//friends over<3333
wednesday-HOME AGAIN//church with jessica do +her mama.

Yesterday&today

i'm too lazy to type, haha! so i'll vent some other day cause i won't forget it.





+but just in case.
yesterday was a short day//chilled//in-n-out//my house//burgerking//christmas in the park.
today-home//allen and ayush//picked up minh//burgerking//my house//more people came over!//doubleAchrisbreeezy!

Another

great day! The days just keeping better and better!! =) So school was fa-reeeezing cold!! But it was also sunny at the same time so it was alright. Classes were pretty easy cept for 6th cause we have an essay due, EWW. And i skipped 5th period AGAIN. Always always that class, but only because Mary-anne, daniel, amanda and i went to Chipotle during lunch and decided to cut 5th period on the way back to school so we went to Casrto's class. We didn't know if the whole 'free food' at chipotle was real or not cause we heared it was only for teachers. But we got there and josiah was there also and we asked him and he said yaawwp. So we got all excited and went inside and got our food. Once we got there, there were a lot of seniors that came. I guess you can say we were the only juniors that went during lunch :)) So that was that and the food was soo good! I didn't finish mines, just 3/4 of it, but maryanne and daniel finished theirs hella fast! Manda also finished 3/4 and threw away the rest. Hell to the no for me! I saved mines. Pumped gas for maryanne and then we drove back to school. Once we parked and everything we got out and started walking..we saw castro and cummins. We were all about to get a tardy pass and go back to class, but then we just thought naaah whatever who cares. So we chilled in castro's class. YAY =) He ALSO got chipotle cause we saw them there, ahaha! how funny is that. So yeah i finished my steak burritttoo<33 MMMMM! And maryanne and manda were playing around with castro's imac. Daniel was doing hw or something iono. While finishing my food, i got a random number that was calling me. Turned out to be my dad!!<333 Thank god i cut tho cause if i didn't i probably wouldn't have be abled to talk to my papa. He called asking how i was doing and my brother also. I guess he called my brother but my brother had p.e. so he couldn't pick up his phone. Talked to my dad for a bit and i teared up, cause i really miss him. He called 3 times tho :) I was like wtf, cause the 1st one was just a how are you doing call, 2nd was him telling me to remind my mom to talk to his boss about some income taxes, and the 3rd call was him asking me if i called him? Wtheck? HAHA whatever<3 It was good talking to him, even tho it was for only like 3 mins. 6th period was alright. Then it was the end of school. I reminded my godddaddy to pick me up cause i wanted to go to the mall with him cause i wanted some stuff :]] I got my red coat! YAYAYAYAYYAYAYAY!<33 And a bunch of other stuff at forever21 & a bag at h&m. I'm about to go back tho cause there's this other messenger bag that i want. Hmm, next week (= Haha, so yeah i left around 2:30 and in the mean time juan,randy,franshya, and jan and i took pictures. FAMILY POTRIAT! HHAHAH, funny shit. Took pictures of everyone else also and then i had to leave. I went shopping by myself and told franshya to call me when they were at chipotle. She called me and i went to go visit them. Everyyyone was there. I'm kinda sad i missed a 'eating out' day with them, but it's alright there's more to come! That was just 1 out of 4325235! Hah, so yeah franshya gerald randy and juan ended up shopping also. Cause franshya wanted to go shopping with me. Walked around and shopped for awhile hella fun tho' Juan is a funny//chill ass dude. I'm glad he's a junior cause fxck if he was also a senior then DAMN, my year is like d;salhfasuyfj! For next year i mean. Soo yeeeah, gerald took me home and idk what they did after. But i gotta admit, today was a veryyy good day (= I can't wait for tomorrow's dinner+Christmas in the park on friday!! I don't curr if i don't have a date. :] I just wanna go for their hot chocolate and lights and what not<33 OH MYY. YAYYYYY!

Fooood!

Too lazy to write, but here was my day.
School-FREEEEEEEEZING COLD.
Chill afta' school
Ice cream+mcdonalds with mary-anne
3 scoops of thirfty ice cream actualllly. HAHA!
Home-took a 30 min. nap.
Jessica Do came over and talked for like 10 mins.
She wanted pho so we went to Pho Kim Long<3
I didn't eat cause i was already heyllla full, so i had tea.
Then she wanted to go to Santana Row, it's so pretty!
Went to borders for some hot chocolate-pretty good if you ask me..
Urban outfitters cause she had to buy a gift for someone.
Burgerking for my brother and mama.
& now i'm home, stillllllll hella full and tired. What a day (=







&& tomorrow, i'm going to get my coat at wet seal! The red one that i've been wanting. Then shopping some more and maybe valleyfair with my babygirls? Idk yet, we'lll seeeeeee.<333 Ta-ta. =)

I colored

my hurrr, but it's darker. Still brown but DARK BROWN. I like it, it's alriiight. I had fun today chillin' with manda and franshya tho<3333

I'm really

in the mood to rearrange my room. Or least to the point where everything is reallllly organized and what nott. One of my closet door is broken therefor i can only use half of my closet. And i gotta stuff allah my close on one side and it's just too crowded+i want more clothes! So how is that supposed to work? I told mama about it already but she said wait until the house owner comes for the $$$ and we'll tell him about it. Shoooot, how long will that be?! I'm saving up $$ for christmas gifts+stuff for myself (= Mmmhmm! Hahaha either that or goddaddy can buy. But right now now, i'm in need of this....






I'm gonna be using that to keep my scarves,bags, & for the 3rd box idk yet, but i'll think of something.









My $hopping list.
I want boots from Nu Pair, mama and i are on a mission to gets some. But she keeps looking for ones with the heels and i don't want those kinds. So i think twin and i are gonna get them together :)) Black, grey, brown, whateva! Just those 3 colors. None of that purple, blue or other color shit.


I WANNA FILL MY CLOSET UP :) I know it's all just material stuff, but whatever! I'm a girl and i have needs. And my needs are clothes :] +i'll just feel prepared for any occasion because i have BOTH sides of the closet filled with clothes instead of just 1 side. Hahaha.


FOREVER 21




















& in other colors.^^



& in other colors.^^except for black//grey//purple. I have it already (=
























& in other colors!^^

WET SEAL

CHARLOTTES RUSSE

Shirts-Usually a Small. Medium depending on how it fits.
Jeans-Size1
Shoes-Size7

UPDATE

-make list of christmas shit.
-write letters to people
-bfa
-mom
-people coming over
-kevin nguyen
-my room
-j.do
-'siamese twin'
-twin//mary-anne//franshya
-grades
-$$$$
-the difference between wanting something & having something
-relationships...
+more? idk yet..update lattta'

I really

don't feel like getting into detail about my day right now. I think it's cause i'm really in the mood to be oraganizd, clean, $hop!!, and i'm too excited for tomorrow :)) I'm cutting 1-4period because jessica do is taking me out (= YAY YAY. And there's a rally tomorrow+i probably won't be going to 5th. But most def. 6. And i'm chilling with bestie during lunch. Oh my! Tomorrow's gonna be a good day. I realllly wanna go shopping tho' i feel so selfish for wanting all these stuff for myself, but whatever! Hahhaa. Today was also a great day. Too much for me to explain. And i wanna clean now. But first i'm going to shower :]]] GOOOOOD DAY.

4 squares

Today was just a greaat day.
School was fun//lunch also.
Classes went by pretty fast.
After school was great+pictures & talks!<3333
Saw baby Kalea<3
Chilled till like 4ish?
Sendai with 4squares-Maryanne//Angela//Mark//Me.
Deep Talkes for about 30 more mins after we finished eating.
Dropped people off+pictures.
& Home.

Wintaa'ball

even tho the music was not so good at alll, i still had fun. Let's get into details about my day yesterday :))
Started off with waking up around 7. I already knew what i was wearing which was shorts & a grey t-shirt. Yes, i know i guess i'm crazy cause everyone was like are you not cold?! Etc etc, and i replied back nope, cause my body was hella warm for some reason. I mean i had goosebumps and everything but inside i wasn't cold at all. Who wears shorts in december? I DO :)) Hahah! So yeah had a lot of those questions and the rest of the day was just a good day. I'm so greatful of everyone is crazy. I think about it all the time, at the end of the day i realize how much fun i've been having. I remember in the beginning of the year i was in the 'depression' mood and idk, things just started to turn around. So yeah mary-anne and i decided to get ready at my house, which was good for me cause my mom was home and yeah i just needed to see her. Even tho she said no to me, i ended up going anyways. Bad i know, but iono. So yeah after school! FXCK since i was wearing shorts i guess she decided to slap me! On and off, and next thing you know i have a bruise on my right leg of a fxcking handprint and on my left leg was just a mark that look liked i got fxcking bit. Seriously? Uhgg, haha! And i was wearing a dress later on the night too! Fxck, i hope it didn't show in the picture that kevin and i took at winterball :) btw, thank you for coming.<33 Even tho i didn't really spend time with you, i also felt like i didn't need to. But it's ok cause as long as you had fun (= But anyways, so we left school kinna early. 3:45ish? Yeah around there. Dropped franshya home and went to my house. Robert and Kevin didn't know what to do so they came over. We just chilled and shit and talked. Ate my see's candy<3 YUM! I still couldn't find the marshmellow ones! UHGG, one of my favorites. Mmhmm! So yeaaah, maryanne started getting ready-curling her hair while robert and chung were on my bed laying down. I think robert fell asleep tho, and chung..just uhm yeah. I did my hair which i had to re-do a couple of times cause it started messing up. I didn't curl it or anything. I didn't have a date so there was no point of me getting allll dolled up. So yeah, got ready and maryanne and i put our dress on. We were ready! The guys left around 5ish cause they went to go get ready also. Maryanne and i were done getting ready, but still had some touchups to do, we talked and shit and oh my! I love getting close to old friends that i've known for like everrrrr. Left my house around 6:30. Oh i just remembered that i BARELY ATE ALLLL DAY. No time, shit. Uhgg, but yeah got to linhs house and the girls weren't even ready! Linh, nicole, shaina and rio. They didn't finish decorating until 6ish. Which left them not much time to get ready. But they were still cuties! Linh curled her hair helllla fast. And nicole broke her neckalce out of no where, haha a pearl necklace too. Shit, shaina's hair wasn't curling like we both wanted soo we just left it straight. Rio's hair wasn't working with her either and she couldn't find her belt so she dipped and went home to get another belt so that her dress wouldn't fall. Yet they all looked fine to me. Thank god maryanne and i finished getting ready cause some of the girls needed our help :) Soo, we got to the high school and we waited for a bit. Got inside and i must say it was veryyy pretty! Didn't really dance until kevin got there tho cause i didn't want my pictures to look whack. There was no long line whatsoever! Chilled for a while and kevin called me saying he was there. Once he got inside we took our picture. We got a 2nd try and i liked our 2nd shot :))) The first one was cute, but the 2nd was just much better. Oh! And twin's picture was super super cute! HAHHA. So was allens and maryannes and ayush and allyssa's. I can't wait to have them in my hands to look at tho' I barely got any pictures of that night tho' but that's fine i guess. Didn't chill with doublea cause he didn't text me back so i ended up going to eat. But first! We stayed and helped clean up for HELLLA LONG. shit. Duck tape is hellllllllla hard to get off. Finished around 12 and everyone was hungry. Decided to go eat dennys and mama was mad that i was still out. Whateva' Finished around 145ish and went home. Mama yelled for like 20 secs and i gave her, her food. End of my night, i was soo tired when i got home. Shoot.

Sooo...

i'm kinda worried at this point.. because everytime i get hella close to someone and they end up finding a girl or boy & they brush me off like it's nothing. Why? B/c they don't know how to manage their time with their friends and girl/boyfriends. Uhgg, this seriously ALWAYS happens.











++winterball is not looking so good for me! UHGGG!